it's one o'clock in the morning and i can't stop wondering what is left for me in this town. i want out so bad. not because "it's boring" or "it's small". i'm hardly ever bored because i always have my friends around and they are more than amazing, and i don't mind it being small, i prefer that actually. i just want to start all over, be somewhere beautiful. i want to live in the country, where it's warm. i don't want to have to constantly worry about money. mostly i just really want to fall in love. REAL love. i'm tired of being screwed over. i just don't feel like greenville is the place for that.


there's so much more out there for me, i know it. and i plan on finding out what that is.